Now that I am in Heaven, I know that life for you there just isn’t the same. I want you to know that I hear you say how much you miss me and love me every day. Yes, I still hear you. I love you so much too. My love for you will never waiver from Heaven. I can’t say that I miss you because you see, missing you is a negative emotion, and we simply don’t have negative emotions here in Heaven. And so, instead of missing you for all of the years that you have left in your life, I will Love you through them. I know it is hard to continue when you feel you are walking through life without me, but I want you to know that I am right here next to you. I walk through your life with you now, guiding you and helping you along the way. Our relationship never ended when I graduated to Heaven; it is simply different now. Heaven is all around you. Heaven is truly only 3 feet off of your floor.
I want you to look for the signs that I leave for you from Heaven. You won’t have to look very hard because I will surround you with signs in so many different ways. You see, I am limitless when it comes to leaving you signs. Birds, butterflies, silly shaped rocks, rainbows, clouds that look like me, electronic mishaps, songs on your radio, coins, feathers, oh I wouldn’t begin to be able to tell you how many different kinds of signs that I can bring into your path. When you see the signs I send, don’t let your conscious mind tell you that it wasn’t from me, because it was. Sometimes you may miss the signs that I send you because it is hard to see the beauty in the world around you through tears and that is okay; I will just keep with the signs of love until those tears clear.
I am not missing out on your milestones or the milestones within our family. I love the way you think of me so often. The ways that you and the family have honoured me since I journeyed home to heaven are pretty amazing. Please try not to dwell on the day and way that I passed, for my legacy of love that I left behind for you is so much more beautiful than my passing. It hurts you to think of my passing, and that hurt is not the best part of me that I left for you. I want you to hold on to our sweet memories that we share with one another.
When you find yourself in a day of tears, please just replace one of those tears with your favourite memory of me. I will sit with you as you remember me and enjoy the memory with you. I know you would love to see me in dreams every night as you go to sleep. I would love to be there in your dreams each night as well. When you say out loud, “I never see you in my dreams”, it places blocks in my way because your energy says that you don’t see me. I want to help you with that. I want you to change that phrase to, “ I look forward to seeing you in my dreams in your perfect timing”. It will help you to place this positive focus on seeing me in your dreams when the timing is right. The reason I don’t come every night in your dreams is that you do need space to work through your grief as well.
You see, you are gaining more strength through your grief than you ever knew you could carry in life. Part of that strength is my gift to you, and that gift will only make sense someday when you return home to Heaven here with me. We spend our lives there living for our spiritual growth. Some of the most beautiful spirits write from and of the most difficult paths, and I want you to be so proud of yourself for the life you are living with all of the obstacles you placed within your path. I also want you to know how extremely proud of you I am as I watch you learn and grow from Heaven. You are not being punished when I went to Heaven before you. I simply reached my soul’s beautiful goal of growth in life. I achieved this amazing goal before you, and it didn’t mean that I left you for one moment. I graduated to the next part of my eternal journey.
Oh, you should have seen it when I got here!! All of our family and friends who graduated before me were right at my side to greet me when I arrived. Even the pets that we had along the way were waiting with smiles and wags as I walked into the light! I went into a review of my life after I arrived and it was incredible to see all of the lives I touched there with mine. I got to re-live my life through the eyes of every person that my life touched along the way. It was beautiful to watch my life through your eyes as well. Don’t worry, when you get here, you will get to review your life through everyone’s eyes as well as your own and even through mine. There will be moments you are extremely proud of, and there will also be moments that you will recognize that you could have handled differently. But, the beauty of those moments is that you are living, and in your life, not everything will be perfect, and that is just part of our growth. None of us can take back the things we could have done differently, but we sure can grow from those moments. Of course, me telling you this now gives you an opportunity to look at the days in your future differently so that you will be proud of them when you look back. I didn’t have to make myself a home when I arrived here because I already had one. You see, I lived in Heaven before I lived there on Earth with you and I simply returned to my beautiful home. You will remember it too when you get here.
The colours here in Heaven aren’t like anything you have there on Earth! The light that fills the air lifts our souls with love. The Angel’s choir has such a Heavenly sound that it brings peaceful showers of love down upon you all on Earth. The weather here is perfect always. Time doesn’t exist here which is nice too, I mean we don’t have to run around heaven looking at our watches on our spirit wrists worried about being late for anything, You see, you can’t place a time on Eternity.
We don’t work here in the way that you all work on Earth, but we do work. We work on our spiritual growth, and we are always working on the beautiful evolution of our Souls growth and strength. Just remember as you walk through your life every day, that I am right here at your side. I cheer you on in your times of Greatness, and I wipe your tears in your moments of pain. So what if you have a day of tears, I will stay at your side for comfort. I can tell you that I am most proud of you as you get out and live life to its fullest. I don’t want you to think that you can no longer live because I am “Gone” because I am not gone at all. Carry me with you in all that you do for I am here. The dreams that you wish you could have lived out with me in life are still possible and don’t you worry; I won’t miss them.
My biggest message of all in this letter to you is that I am perfect, don’t worry about me. I Love you, and I am with you for always, I want to see you live life to its fullest, I want to see you catch your dreams and I see you and hear you always both when you speak out loud and even when you talk silently to me in your mind. Someday this will all make perfect sense when you get to be with me so don’t worry that it doesn’t make sense now. Just know that you are a miracle and because you are a miracle, you are capable of creating miracles as well.
I Love You……
All Of My Love,
Me Up In Heaven.